Yesterday was the best day I've had with Grayson. Period.
We went to the land fill, we went to the grocery store, hardware store, and then made risotto for dinner. He slept like a champ and when he wasn't arguing with his toys, we had a great time drinking water from a glass....Small victories, but victories nonetheless.
Everyday something new happens or we get a connection a deeper level. He trusts me. Linds and I are the only ones he truly feels comfortable with...that's pretty heavy.
I'm a pretty impatient person and have a hard time not picking apart life. Grayson has so far helped me to chill out a bit and take a more personal approach to our lives. I worry and think about different things now, like who he'll know, feel comfortable with and how he'll treat others when he's older.
This isn't as hard as I thought it would be....it actually gives a real sense of purpose, fulfillment, and a more narrow view of what is REALLY important in life.
I love being a dad. I always thought I would.
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